Fade Away

I need you to feel exactly like I do inside
But I feel so alone again
I try to find a better life
Somewhere far away from here
But I need you to believe in me

But I won't be afraid
Just because you don't need me
I will not be ashamed
Just because you don't believe in anything that I say
Now I turn and I walk away from you

I won't fade away
I won't fade away again

I find you down the road that I have walked before
And I know you're alone again
You try to find a better life
Somewhere far away from here
But I need you to believe in me

You try to make me fade away

"Today, I woke up from a dream about finding a vending machine that gave me free food. I kept eating, it was so satisfying words could not describe how great it felt. Then I realized my hands were in between my legs, I had been touching myself dreaming about free food from a vending machine. FML"

Geographyyyyy excursion was today. Which meant I had to get up at 5:25am and walk to the station in the cold and the pitch black at 6:20 in the morning. I caught the 6:40 bus to penrith and walked to school at 7:15. The excursion itself was pretty boring. Too much walking and raining. And then back at school I walked to the station with Jillian and Jordan and caught the bus back home. So I feel really exhausted. Tomorrow is the last day of term 2. Me, Jenny and PJ are taking a half day and going to see Brunooo at 11 or something. Can't wait.

I'm falling so fast...